Today, I feel to just write from the more tender side of my heart. I just wish to worship Almighty God, in a different way than I normally do publicly. I just want to remind Him that, all my dreams, I have forsaken… and of this I seek no honor. I just want to be near Him. I find myself praying more and more lately, “I just want to be near you. I just want to know you, as deep as you will let me. Please use me, in anyway you want. But, out of everything I seek of you… I humbly ask, please come swiftly, Lord Jesus, come swiftly. I want to be as Enoch, that walked with you so deeply, that you had to take Him to be with you forever. I don’t pray this to be unsatisfied with life, and I want to be here to know you as much as a human can! I want to tell those lost about you! But my hearts desire… is just to be with you. The more I study you, the more I realize how little I know about you. The closer I come to you, the more I realize I am to far away. I don’t wish to get out of all life’s trouble, but simply be Home, with you! My heart isn’t here any longer! My heart is Home. This is my desire, Lord. This is my desire.”
Beloved, I am nothing… but The Everything Lives within me. I say all of this, not to appear as somebody before you, for I am just a humble lover of Christ. But, I say this to ask, what is your hearts true desire? Is it to be Home? Or do you still have to much to live for here? Just think about that throughout this day. Let us get our hearts to desire Home… more than everything else.
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